Honestly, this whole school business is killing me. I lack motivation and the drive to succeed in school. Temptations, distractions burden my mind, and I push all the educational work away to the side. I neglect my tests, abandon chances of getting good grades, and obliterate my own future. Seriously, I might be the only one who will get by high school putting the least amount of effort and soul into schoolwork. Which is sad.
I dare you to inspire me.
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Showing posts with label School. Show all posts
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Iris.
My funeral songs:
Goo Goo Dolls- Iris
Ginny Owens-If You Want Me To
Nothing interesting is happening in my life these days. No fun whatsoever. I'm dry of crazy, thrilling experiences; I'm just wasting my foolish teenage years.
Ho hum, I am bored.
Goo Goo Dolls- Iris
Ginny Owens-If You Want Me To
Nothing interesting is happening in my life these days. No fun whatsoever. I'm dry of crazy, thrilling experiences; I'm just wasting my foolish teenage years.
Ho hum, I am bored.
Friday, October 23, 2009
Surprise Me.
Jay-Z & Alica Keyes- Empire State of Mind.
Just an update quickie..
School has been sorta stressful, I honestly don't know how I'm going to pull through. I lack motivation, so please. If you can, inspire me.
Family isn't a super big issue, although I must say, the term family is sort of controversial in this house. What defines a family? Oh. We wouldn't know.
Friends. Still here! You people know who you beeee.
10/23/09: School was great today. We had an extended lunch schedule (score!): shorter classes, and Clubapalooza. I love KIWIN'S. We did great at the sale! Then after school, TOTALLY unexpected. But Quyen had an "emergency," shushed me away with her to stall time, and Alyssa rallying up and preparing. As we came back, I saw a line of Asian guys lined up with a sign.. Being the person with horrible vision, I didn't recognize them, so I walked to the side. As I approached closer, thinking that they were asking someone else, I saw Josh, and realized. Hahha, yay. (= Homecoming 09, how exciting! Quyen and I have included that the theme for this year is: Unpredictable. Because seriously, who would have thought that the people who are going this year, are going with their dates?! And those who haven't been asked are left?! Man, this year's homecoming is full of surprises. And my first year with a date. And going with Quyen. Totally ridick, with a dick.
Just an update quickie..
School has been sorta stressful, I honestly don't know how I'm going to pull through. I lack motivation, so please. If you can, inspire me.
Family isn't a super big issue, although I must say, the term family is sort of controversial in this house. What defines a family? Oh. We wouldn't know.
Friends. Still here! You people know who you beeee.
10/23/09: School was great today. We had an extended lunch schedule (score!): shorter classes, and Clubapalooza. I love KIWIN'S. We did great at the sale! Then after school, TOTALLY unexpected. But Quyen had an "emergency," shushed me away with her to stall time, and Alyssa rallying up and preparing. As we came back, I saw a line of Asian guys lined up with a sign.. Being the person with horrible vision, I didn't recognize them, so I walked to the side. As I approached closer, thinking that they were asking someone else, I saw Josh, and realized. Hahha, yay. (= Homecoming 09, how exciting! Quyen and I have included that the theme for this year is: Unpredictable. Because seriously, who would have thought that the people who are going this year, are going with their dates?! And those who haven't been asked are left?! Man, this year's homecoming is full of surprises. And my first year with a date. And going with Quyen. Totally ridick, with a dick.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
VIP/RIP
So lately I've been "hating" a lot. Not just one person, but people, things, places. But don't forget, this Lucy monster still loves too!
VIP:
LC.QT.AT.DZ.CP.SJ.AH.CL.HY.HB.KV.KL.SA.MA.GZ.CQ.AP.HH. ++
RIP:
SK.M.PP.S.SAT.BP.OSS.MMS.++
Bitch.
Don't fuck with me.
VIP:
LC.QT.AT.DZ.CP.SJ.AH.CL.HY.HB.KV.KL.SA.MA.GZ.CQ.AP.HH. ++
RIP:
SK.M.PP.S.SAT.BP.OSS.MMS.++
Bitch.
Don't fuck with me.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Shine that Light on Me.
Well, Summer ended not too long ago. Honestly, to sum it up, all I really got out of Summer was hard-work, homework, entrance into pre-calc, new friendships, anger, hatred, betrayal, laziness, and loneliness. The rents came back from China not too long ago; I yearn for the freedom in China: the partying, clubbing, bar-hopping, piercings, tattoos, hookahs, smoking, drinking, being "20." I did miss my mom a lot, my dad, not so much, being that he's away a lot anyway. Them being home, limits me from just being a bum around the house. I'm not going to let them interfere with my focusing now that they're back.
Oh yes, school. The treaded topic of a teenager's life. The "mid-life crisis" for us teenagers would have to be the reputation we hold, the grades we achieve and maintain, the crowd we're in. However, I was lost on my path to success back in the first half of Sophomore year (not ready to go into detail about that), I need to redeem myself. They say I still have a chance for getting into a UC school, the main door I'm striving for. Thus, meaning I need to step it up. I'm not going to let myself crash and burn on this second opportunity I was given, that's just stupid. So.. for the amusement for you as my reader, and embarassment of me.. ladies and gentlemen. The grades I'm working for:
Honors Chem: A-. You've gotta be shitting me if I get a B in this class I already took.
AP Chinese: A++++++ NIGGA!
English3: A. Really now..
AP Art History: Uh.. B, if I try ahha. This class is way intense for me.
Pre-Calc: A-. If not, then B+.
Off Season: A/B if I ditch ahhaha.
Lacrosse: I was sure I'd be center this year, but now that we have new coaches, and new promising players, I'm not so sure if I'll stay center anymore. Fack competition.
SO.. I really could get a 3.8-4.4, if I really tried. My mission is to dominate Junior year. I know I'll start losing optimisism after a while, but hey. It's not a bad thing to start the school year off with a positive mentality, right?
Oh yes, school. The treaded topic of a teenager's life. The "mid-life crisis" for us teenagers would have to be the reputation we hold, the grades we achieve and maintain, the crowd we're in. However, I was lost on my path to success back in the first half of Sophomore year (not ready to go into detail about that), I need to redeem myself. They say I still have a chance for getting into a UC school, the main door I'm striving for. Thus, meaning I need to step it up. I'm not going to let myself crash and burn on this second opportunity I was given, that's just stupid. So.. for the amusement for you as my reader, and embarassment of me.. ladies and gentlemen. The grades I'm working for:
Honors Chem: A-. You've gotta be shitting me if I get a B in this class I already took.
AP Chinese: A++++++ NIGGA!
English3: A. Really now..
AP Art History: Uh.. B, if I try ahha. This class is way intense for me.
Pre-Calc: A-. If not, then B+.
Off Season: A/B if I ditch ahhaha.
Lacrosse: I was sure I'd be center this year, but now that we have new coaches, and new promising players, I'm not so sure if I'll stay center anymore. Fack competition.
SO.. I really could get a 3.8-4.4, if I really tried. My mission is to dominate Junior year. I know I'll start losing optimisism after a while, but hey. It's not a bad thing to start the school year off with a positive mentality, right?
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