Morning!

I think I like waking up early. It's like a rush of energy when you automatically wake up early!
The only bad part of it, is you don't know if it's warm enough to wear shorts later on in the day. )=

Horoscope: New relationships do not replace old ones-- schedule some time with long lost pals.

Phone's back! That means.. I can Facebook, Twitter, IM, and text! My daily necessities.

Cousin's coming today, yay!
Mom's birthday.. awkward.

Renewal of Independence.

You know when opportunities come to you, you're supposed to go for it? Well, when you lag, and miss that opportunity, then it's over. Nobody's going to wait for you, so why should I?

Summer school's coming to an end. Health is over, math final tomorrow. )=
Friday: Math final, UCI with Quyen and Josh? Then Eric's coming over! Mother's birthday. Birthday dinner.

Saturday: Ivymax, get SAT score checked at Elite. Precious bonding time with the cousin!

Sunday: Homework, study.

I've noticed this summer was pretty lame. Fun times my ass. Give me some excitement, something to wish upon, someone to drool over!

Positive Thinking

After reading B's cutesy letter, I feel like I'm being challenged... The barrier that I've built around "me" is being broken through. The usual independent me is slowly crumbling apart. I'm the type of person who needs personal space, I could never imagine myself being dependent on someone else. I'd rather talk to you in person, so LET'S!

Summer's been weird this year. Being that it's my first summer ever that I actually didn't go back to China (except for that one year with Bird Flu). Summer school is almost over, got just a week left! I might end up with a B for health, which is rather depressing. I realized that I didn't turn in chapter questions that I did during classwork time, so now it counts as half-credit. Tear*. I also am ending off Algebra2B with a 87%, which is even more depressing. I need a flippen A so I can move onto Pre-Calc, which is the primary reason why I'm taking the goddamn summer school class. Progressing further into my daily schedule, comes Elite. The bad part: my scores aren't getting any better, and Mr. Kim even scolded me for not going to him and talking about my scores. He says I need to consult him with all the questions I've been getting wrong. FML?! Another con to Elite: the homework overload. I obviously choose Elite HW > Summer school HW, since I really do not want to get a demerit, having to waste a flippen hour of my life doing nothing. Aside from all the complaints I have about Elite, I do have something good to say. I am glad to say, that I've met some pretty nice people: they know who they are!

Family: "Meh." Although my cousin is coming soon, and I'm flippen excited! :D

Friends: Great. Quyen!<3 I really can't live without her, strangely. Hahhaa.

Love: Who, me?

Money: I'mma broke-ass bitch.

Health: Cough cough*.

Mind & Soul: Unstable.

Foolish Heart of Mine.

Currently playing:
Let it Go- Sery R.
Anniversary- Redd Stylez

Some say I do stupid things.
Enlighten me, what exactly do I do?
No, hold that thought.
Who are you to tell me I do stupid things?

In my opinion, some guys can be so ridiculous.
All they do is cause stress and make me feel bad about myself.
I do not need a guy to make me happy.

Moving on...
Week's almost over, I anticipate the future!
Friday with Quyen, Saturday English class, Sunday FREE!
Getting the lip pierced with Minh, perhaps? (=

Counting down the days until the favorite cousin comes!

Hello Life, how are you?

Oh, the "weak" is about to start all over again.

I don't know why there's so much hate and anger inside of me. I felt as if no one around me was aware of how I felt. It was rather annoying, to be honest. I just want everyone to wake the fuck up, and listen. Since no one cared to know earlier, no one ought to know what the fuck I'm feeling now, it's none of your bitchness!

On a brighter note, Sundays are always my fun-days. (=
My "Angel," Quyen Tien came over again. Of course, we ate, chilled, gossiped, discussed, and watched. You know, the usual. We're inseperable... we're like the pimp and the hoe! You can only imagine who's who. [;

Ignore Me.

For my mind to be occupied, is a complicated matter. Almost everyone will get hurt by me. So I advise all of you to suck it up, and move on. Most people know what I'm talking about, and so I guess I'm just venting all my distress on this blog. First off, there's a reason why I don't involve myself in relationships. I'm not one to be committed, and will never have stable emotions. Since my mood changes every couple of hours, there's no guarantee that what I think of you, will stay the same next time I think about you. Third, I feel kind of bad that you met me. Lastly, it's my fault that I'm weird.

Our Pursuit of Happiness.

I've been surprised.

I made a new friend. [=

At Elite, I noticed that we had a couple of new students. One student, in particular, always talked and got bullied by Ms. Jackie. Brandon, you little talkative one. So, we started talking in between classes during break, and I realized he was pretty chill. We talked after the week at Elite ended, and we got to know each other.

On Friday, Brandon came over to "study." How fail was that plan?! We decided to be spontaneous, and we drove to Laguna, but ended up going to Crystal Cove instead. As we walked on the beach, the sun started to set. So we found a nice place to just sit there and watch the sun set. We just sat on a rock and talked, as the sun slowly set. Being that I've never actually watched the sun actually set while at the beach, it was a moment to remember. After the sun went to sleep (and it got super cold), we started to walk back. He gave me a piggy-back, while I almost crushed him! Now you learned, Brandon, to never give me a piggy-back ride. So as we walked back, I was stressing pretty hard, due to the lame 'rents. After intense threatening from them, Brandon and I freaked out, determined to get back home without getting into any trouble whatsoever, since that was the last thing we wanted to happen.

We made it home, safe and sound, with no trouble at all. So insane! This was by far one of the best days I've experienced, and I owe it all to Brandon. Thanks a bunch. [=
















I haven't felt like this since I could remember: happy.

The Crux of my Summer.

I feel as if my summer is experiencing a pivotal point.

Today, summer school went by decently fast, SAT prep was alright. I feel as if I'm opening up to my classmates; we're forming a family. Sentimental-sounding, I know. But anyways, for some particular reasons, I may have a future love life?! Well, when I mean love life, I don't really mean it. Thou shalt not state names; however, I have recently started talking to one, and the other, I just met. Some things are changing; it's a strange feeling, but I like it.