Reflection of Summer.

Currently Playing:
MIMS- Did you Wrong

Another lame-o day. Summer's been kinda lame overall, if you ask me. Let me break it down for ya.

In the beginning, it was like.. "oh shit, I got classes all summer, FML." Well, I did get an A in health and an A- in Alg2B. (= But really, I've met some coolkats this summer, which surprises me. These niggas know who I'm talking about! Meeting these people made me realize how vast of a social environment there is in Irvine that I haven't even explored. I didn't even know these people existed, hah. No hate involved!

Feelings were exposed to the bitterness of infatuation; feelings have been hurt this summer; people met new potentials; friendships evolved into a tangle of jealousy and betrayal; people thought they found their special somebodies; people were lied to. Not only do I know people that went through all this, I went through this shit too. Don't get me wrong, my summer did get kind of interesting at times, but me... I'm an independent bitch who doesn't like drama whatsoever. Why the hell did all that have to happen? Seriously... Elite. People, wake up. This place isn't for finding true love, or finding chicks or guys to hook up with. So why make it like one?

Give me SUMMER: beach, friends, kick-backs, parties, shopping, dinner, dates, happiness. Is that too much to ask for?

Positive Thinking

After reading B's cutesy letter, I feel like I'm being challenged... The barrier that I've built around "me" is being broken through. The usual independent me is slowly crumbling apart. I'm the type of person who needs personal space, I could never imagine myself being dependent on someone else. I'd rather talk to you in person, so LET'S!

Summer's been weird this year. Being that it's my first summer ever that I actually didn't go back to China (except for that one year with Bird Flu). Summer school is almost over, got just a week left! I might end up with a B for health, which is rather depressing. I realized that I didn't turn in chapter questions that I did during classwork time, so now it counts as half-credit. Tear*. I also am ending off Algebra2B with a 87%, which is even more depressing. I need a flippen A so I can move onto Pre-Calc, which is the primary reason why I'm taking the goddamn summer school class. Progressing further into my daily schedule, comes Elite. The bad part: my scores aren't getting any better, and Mr. Kim even scolded me for not going to him and talking about my scores. He says I need to consult him with all the questions I've been getting wrong. FML?! Another con to Elite: the homework overload. I obviously choose Elite HW > Summer school HW, since I really do not want to get a demerit, having to waste a flippen hour of my life doing nothing. Aside from all the complaints I have about Elite, I do have something good to say. I am glad to say, that I've met some pretty nice people: they know who they are!

Family: "Meh." Although my cousin is coming soon, and I'm flippen excited! :D

Friends: Great. Quyen!<3 I really can't live without her, strangely. Hahhaa.

Love: Who, me?

Money: I'mma broke-ass bitch.

Health: Cough cough*.

Mind & Soul: Unstable.

Foolish Heart of Mine.

Currently playing:
Let it Go- Sery R.
Anniversary- Redd Stylez

Some say I do stupid things.
Enlighten me, what exactly do I do?
No, hold that thought.
Who are you to tell me I do stupid things?

In my opinion, some guys can be so ridiculous.
All they do is cause stress and make me feel bad about myself.
I do not need a guy to make me happy.

Moving on...
Week's almost over, I anticipate the future!
Friday with Quyen, Saturday English class, Sunday FREE!
Getting the lip pierced with Minh, perhaps? (=

Counting down the days until the favorite cousin comes!